by rainbowgirlx
@ 2008-05-15 - 17:24:46
Last night, the night before, and several other nights recently I have had dreams about Andrew. I hate them. Why won't my mind just block them for me? It just doesn't bother even though they upset me and it surely realises?
Nightmares I can handle. Terrifying mosters attacking, ok I get them and they don't bother me at all, but these dreams recently I can't even think about because I just want to cry. They're not particularly action packed it's just peaceful and every morning I have to wake up and realise it was just a dream again.
I hate my mind. Hopefully though writing about it will get them out of my system and I wont have to face another night of it. =/
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