Rainbowgirlx Blog

Life is like a box of chocolates... get there late and all that's left is the hard option

Ah sometimes I surprise myself

Usually when I'm half asleep and dont realize there's a mirror in front of me but hey it's all good

This is one I wrote (well ok my subconcious wrote most of it, but it's still me ) for someone who I think is ace (well I should, I am going out with him) Oh I'm in such a good mood today and I should be! We just hit the 1 month mark as of about 5pm today

You and me,
Dreams and dreamer,
And crashing technology,
Silent laughter, contests,
Three days and a question.
Just
Dancing in the dark,
With no words to
Describe us.
You and me.
Different and similar.
Kings and fallen angels.
Just…us.
Found something I
Wasn’t looking for
And
I wouldn’t
Trade it
For the world.

If the whole world has gone to Hell
That is their own affair.
Do not expect I'll follow them
Or even meet you half-way there.

The induction day went well. I'm going to do alternate weekends working and off.

Sounds good to me. Again, almost everyone is really nice.

The place is like a rabbit warren though. You would not believe how big their linen closet is

I can also now use a hoist. And lift someone in the correct way I actually thought I would never get one guy up - he was so heavy! And I dont know why becuase he wasnt fat or anything must just have had dense bones.

Then I came home and painted a wall... so funfun.

The manager is going to order me a uniform

I had to go to a meeting at school today. And they wouldnt let me just drop chemistry. Even though I explained that it was too hard for me and I hated it. Several times.

And I wasted almost my entire afternoon that I could have spent painting.

So I'm not happy.

On the brighter side my induction for the job at the nursing home is tomorrow, so that should be fun

I had a really amazing dream last night. Basically it ran me through a story plot and I dont know if it already exists, so if you've read it/seen it before then please say something

ok, so it starts with this girl called Joanna. She's about 20. There's this other guy (lets call him 1 since he wasn't named). He's one of those people who can get you whatever you want. You need something and you ask him and he'll get it...for a price. Anyway, one day he comes to her with another man in tow. This other guy (Nabokov) is a school teacher (judging by his appearence I'd say he was outof work). He's maybe 40 with dark hair and beard that already has grey streaks in it. He's got round blue eyes and looks kind enough. Then a narrative voice said to me 'the first time I saw him I knew we'd found our man'

it then skips to them trying to give a speech. Nabokov they are trying to set up as the leader of this country (it was a bit how I'd imagine post war Germany would have been - but everyone spoke English). No-one comes to listen, and the couple that do wander away part way through. Nabokov is downhearted, but Joanna promises him that one day there'll be queues to hear him speak and they'll be having to turn people away.

Skip over time.

Now we're at (a rally?) a place that is full to the brim with people shouting his name. He's powerful and in control. Joanna looks at him (I was her for most if this time ) and sees the grey is totally gone from his hair its jet black now and he looks younger than he did when she met him, but his eyes have changed. So when he's done making his speech about the war which 'will and must happen' she reminds him of the plan she submitted proving that they didnt need a war and it was pointless. Nabokov and 1 are angry with her for speaking up, and when they're gone another woman says 'your plan was perfect, but you're not them' meaning that Joanna was right after all, but there was nothing she could do because she'd set Nabokov up as supreme leader.

Does this sound familiar? I'm not sure if it's a replay of something I've seen/read or a new story asking to be written

I know I shouldn't like this game it's horrifically violent and full swearing and zombies... a total boys game.

But it's actually really really good there's some sort of generator in it that means the same amount of zombies are never in the same place twice. Sometimes there's loads in an area and sometimes there's none makes it a lot harder, but also much more interesting

So, yeah I recommend this game for anyone who likes shooting things

although I always have to go multiplayer with my brother because otherwise I always die

http://genkisk.files.wordpress.com/2009/03/left-4-dead.jpg that's a picture of the ad poster

Here it is

I'm still proud of it

A three year old can make a surprisingly large amount of mess

she was obsessed with my hamsters and managed to pick one up without it biting her... none of the others bit her either although I thought at one point they were going to! She likes my dolls, too. But then, what little girl wouldn't . My room is like a little girls paradise tbh, but with more needles in random places

on the brighter side, I drew a dodo

not just randomly, it is for a card I'm intending to do but I was rather proud of it (even though I copied it out of Alice in Wonderland) because I never could draw animals

I think my subconcious may be trying to kill me.

Today alone I have:

nearly branded myself twice by accident. The burns involved did quite hurt
dropped at least 20 items on my feet
spilled 3 drinks down myself (one was hot coffee)
almost drilled a hole in my foot
hit my head on a plank

all that's left is for me to drown and fall down the stairs